Today is a sad day for me, a friend of mine died and so young at 62 yrs. He is my friend for the past 27 yrs and when we first met little did I know he was going to be my lover who gained the trust in my feminine feelings. He just knew how to make feel beautiful inside though I was not dressed as Fiona he was tender and loving and made me feel like a gurl should feel. We did not meet much in the last ten yrs because of my unhappy marraige and now he gone. I miss him, I miss you my lover I miss you x… Adhik paen

What am I to do, just last week I made a short video of myself in the shower with a dildo stuck to the glass door and penetrated my pussy with the camera recording my whims of thrusting my sexed up manpussy. After cumming and feeling good about myself I viewed my playtime and was shocked to my once lovely perky femmy buns are not so perky. I did not expect this at the age of 51 yrs. I was going to upload this but oh no help Whats happening, can this be cured with any excercise… Adhik paen

This is my first blog on here or should I say first blog ever. I like to swallow my cum only when I wank myself to the edge before an actual climax, this way I get an award of my juice flowing from my ladycock Im scooping up my cum to savour on my tongue before swallowing. I repeat many times without climaxing, its so exciting to see my love juice oozing from y clittycock to taste it in my cummy mouth. At the end I never properly climax as I want to stay on a high with sexual wanting of my cum and mmmm other ladycocks and men cocks. I always get a bit down feeling after climaxing so I just k… Adhik paen